Sunday, April 20, 2008
New Life awaiting
Yes!! Finally survived one of the biggest ordeals in my life which is Honors Year Project. i think it is the biggest one so far. I have given my best shot.. If i dont do well, i guess i shldnt have any regrets.Two more exams to go.. Dont really have much mood to study for them. More into meeting up with my dearest friends whom i was forced to abandon due to heavy lab commitments and definitely more into searching for a deeper meaning in life. The perfectionism in me which refuses to let go had kept me to hang onto something which was not really myself from the beginning. As i dug deeper and deeper into the lab hole, i really lost alot of the bigger picture around me which matters more.
Life is about give and take.. as i re-evaluate the choices which i have made last time to pursue a good education and henceforth always putting work as top priority, i lose alot of time to develop relationships. Perhaps it is just easier to work, it is more tangible and real and it remains a record for life while relationships can be transient.
A new life outside lab now awaits, definitely less time-consuming but maybe more draining.. =/
blabbered by Jinzhan at 1:54 AM |
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